rockstar!

Wedding Dress.

2010-05-17T17:55:00.001+08:00

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack..

NEW WORD!

2010-05-13T12:07:00.002+08:00

I've learnt a new word yesterday at school.

The word is :- STATADAY :)

AWESOME EH? Hmmmmm

you'll always be my thunder.

I Never Get Bored Of This!!

2010-03-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

YOU HOLD ME NOW

2010-01-23T13:58:00.002+08:00

watch!!

Changed link!

2010-01-11T19:30:00.002+08:00

yes people..
i've changed my blog link.

it's
www.rockstarforchrist.blogspot.com (;

GREAT.

2010-01-06T18:22:00.002+08:00

awesome leeeeeeeh??
all Sonor drummers are good, awesome and great la.
including me! :P
God's gift to me. i shall use it to bless others.

Speechless.

2009-12-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

watch it :)

a convo with pyw pyw!!

melissa (: says:

I tell you a dirty horny joke okay?

RJ says:

sure

melissa (: says:

The horn fell into the mud

HAHAHHAHAHHAA!

RJ says:

mel, go get a life!

melissa (: says:

It's funny lah!

RJ says:

melissa (: says:

Yes it is

what do u think? -.-

I'm Waiting For You To Answer It (:

2009-12-27T15:16:00.005+08:00

sigh..
seeing you emo makes me emo too.

so, this one is for you :)

I Will Always Be There For You
I know that sometimes it seems like
nothing is going right in your life,
everything is falling down around you.

Look up and you will see me smiling at you
reaching for your hand leading you away
from the pain.

Touch me and you will feel my love. I will always be by
your side helping you whenever you need me.

Look into my eyes and you will see my love and
feel me wrapping my arms around you keeping you safe.

Whatever troubles you may face in your life,
I will always be there for you, supporting you and loving you.

"When i first met you, you were pretty and i was lonely. Now i am pretty lonely."

Basil

Blessed Christmas!

2009-12-25T14:53:00.005+08:00

this is the coolest Christmas gift ever!!

from Josh Yee

ARE YOU READY TO GO?!!
-Bullet Soul-

A MUST WATCH!

2009-12-22T19:07:00.001+08:00

DROOOLS!

2009-12-08T17:21:00.002+08:00

only for USD 799!
so much better than my SONOR.
YOOOOOOOOOR!

CHEATER!

2009-11-25T17:57:00.001+08:00

this dungu here stole my "one hand sixteen beat" hi hat thingy :(
YOOORRR!!

...derobtsujm'i

2009-11-24T13:35:00.003+08:00

You Are My Song

I have given you everything
And if you ask, I will give you my all.

I have waited for you so patiently
And I always will wait till you say, "Yes."

My Love for you, I can't deny,
Give me a chance to Love you.

I know it's hard for you to accept me
But for me it is impossible to live.

I Love you today and I will Love you forever
I know it will hurt me, yet, I will.

Everyone mocks me, they think I'm crazy
For I sit alone, waiting for you, I cry.

Sorry, my dear, I should apologize
Because for this poem I could find no rhyme.

Awesome and Hot

2009-11-17T20:03:00.001+08:00

love his double bass..
this shows that i'm still a newbie..
better practice more!

She's hot!!

Lazy?

2009-11-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating?
i'm just super lazy nowadays..
well, just a quick one..

R-Zen: "Kor, hell is also in the sky ah?"

what should i answer? ==!

7 Nov '09

2009-11-03T21:49:00.004+08:00

It'll definitely be better than the AAR concert (:
Go and see it for yourself!

please vote for us! xD

No. 1

2009-10-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

Lostprophets dropped to no. 2

Turning over a new leaf

2009-10-11T20:19:00.003+08:00

I made a vow not to bully anyone anymore..
( I'll still tease people xP )

Well, the reason is simple.
We people might die anytime.
Anything could happen in just a blink of an eye.

We all know that we wanna go to HEAVEN, right?
And we'll never know when is Judgement Day?
So, stop living a sucky life and do good things :)
Help those who are in need. I know it's hard.
So? Start by helping your family members :)
God will bless you if you bless others!

It's better to help someone than treating them like shit..
What if they're gone?
It'll be too late to tell them you're sorry, right?

Hmmm..
Always give thanks to the Lord!
Everything happens for a purpose :)

---------------------------------------------------

OVERDOSE BABY!

You Are All This To Me

2009-09-22T14:06:00.001+08:00

You're the thought that starts each morning
the conclusion to my day.
You are all in I do
and everything I say.

You're the smile on my face
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart
and the fullness in my life.

You're the hand laced im mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love
my shoulder to lean on.

You're my silly, mature, caring
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly
when I need to cry.

You're the dimple to my cheek
the ever constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
the hapiness of my life.

You are all I've ever wanted.
You are all I need
You are all I've dreamed of
You are all this to me

Respecting All Fat Drummers Now..

2009-09-18T15:16:00.002+08:00

Like A Rose

2009-09-07T10:21:00.000+08:00

My love for you is like a red, red rose,
It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown.
Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest,
And it grows even more with each passing breath.
The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure,
All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured.
For all the thorns that this proud rose bears,
They are all softened by the thought of your care.
Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies,
But the love that helped grow it will last for all time.

Miss me?

2009-08-28T14:23:00.002+08:00

I haven't updated my blog for a long time. Holidays ma. Have been sleeping like a pig wei. Hahaha! P. Tioman's ok. Fishes are awesome. But I prefer P. Redang. Tioman has no corals!!! Ish!! I'll be back tomorrow. Haha! So bored!!! XP

Missing her but she doesn't have a clue...

IF

2009-07-29T18:41:00.002+08:00

"If you're alone,
I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry,
I'll be your shoulder.
If you're not happy,
I'll be yours smile.
If you need me,
I'll always be there."

Keep Moving On

2009-07-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

".. The struggles I'm facing
The chance I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking.."

The Reason

2009-07-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

more and more each day...

AWESOME WATCH THIS. LOL

2009-07-11T20:41:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Amanda, A G A I N ==

2009-07-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

Write down 10 of your friend's name.

1. aaron
2. adriel
3. amelia
4. ainsley
5. naveena
6. leo
7. germaine
8. selena
9. samantha
10.tania

Number 11. is your special person. Keep it in ur heart and answer question 11.

1. Whats number 10's name?
Tania Ng

2. What's gonna happen if 2 is with 7?
I'll laugh my ass off! And i'll understand why adriel loves food :)

3. What do you think of number 5?
She's my awesome sifu but i'm cooler than her :)

4. What if 5 is with 8?
Lesbo! nahh.. they dunno each other

5. Is number 4 a male of a female?
Female lah then? =. .=

6. Do u like number 7?
Ya, as a friend :)

7. What's gonna happen if number 6 is with number 8?
I'll never know ;) they might have something going on. haha

8. Number 10 with number 1?
HA HA HA. Fat chance! OUCH!

9. Is number 9 gay?
She's a girl!

10. Is number 4 going to be number 1's lover?
Hahaha! They're just hi and bye friends i think?

11. Does he/she felt the same way like u do?
NO

Tag your friends.
NO
BODY

I'm way cooler than YOU

2009-07-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

what's life without me?
if you know me, your life would rock.
why? cause i rock :)
we finally met each other at FFAR and we're now friends.
but the sad thing is, I'M COOL and YOU'RE NOT :)
dont cry, here'a an ice cream :)
haha!

no matter what,

RJ IS ALWAYS COOLER THAN NAVEENA.
i didnt use to word "forever". hahah! too bad, you didnt say i cant use the word "always"
:)

even if people say you're cooler, you know deep inside, i'm always cooler than you +infinity :)

i feel so freaking lame. beat that, awesome (but rj is cooler) sifu!

=. .=

2009-07-04T15:01:00.002+08:00

You're on the phone with the guy you like, he's upset
He's going off about something that you said
He doesn't get your lameness like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music he doesnt like
And he'll never know your story like I do

But he wears skinny jeans, I wear body glove
He's in science stream and I'm just a guy in love
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your straight cut jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since he brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, whatcha doing with a guy like that?

He wears nike, I wear converse
He is awesome and i'm just speechless
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you walking to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your life
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Tagged by Amanda :)

2009-07-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Nose or Cheek? I don't know?

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Punching some form2's face.

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Aaron and Adriel

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Yes at times

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Yes

6.Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
Yes

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
No?

8.What does your last text messages say?
"I'm done. Talk in Msn."

9.What are u thiking right now?
When is someone getting me my Demon Drive or Tickets for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ :)

10.Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yerp. Megan Fox :)

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
11.25pm

12.Where did you buy the tee that you are wearing now?
Gap?

13.Is some one on your mind right now?
Yes!! Megan Fox

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Amanda Teo? haha!

*other questions have been deleted*

Woah!..

2009-07-01T18:25:00.004+08:00

DEMON DRIVE

Isn't she beautiful??
Hahaha!
HINT HINT!! :)

Say whaaat???

2009-06-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

I have officially change my favourite to Chad Smith!!! Haha! Updating with iPhone is just FUNNY :) it'S my dad's not mine =. .=

RESPECT.

2009-06-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

That.. will be me next time.

This..

will be how we jam next time :)

hahaha!

I'm just too bored..

2009-06-20T15:41:00.003+08:00

TOO BORED..
PS: dont laugh. i'm just doing this out of boredom cause some of my friends duwanna reply my msgs =. .=

Teardrops on my drum set :)
She looks at me,
I fake a smile so she won't see
That I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be

I'll bet he's awesome,
That guy she talks about
And he's got everything that I have to live without

She talks to me,
I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see
Anyone when she's with me

She says she's so in love,
She's finally got it right,
I wonder if she knows she's all I think about at night

She's the reason for the teardrops on my drum set
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

She walks by me,
Can't she tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

He'd better hold her tight,
Give her all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know he's lucky cause

She's the reason for the teardrops on my drum set
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put her picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

'Cause she's the reason for the teardrops on my drum set
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
She's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
She's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And she's all that I need to fall into.

She looks at me,
I fake a smile so she won't see...

Stolen from Sifu xD

2009-06-18T14:47:00.001+08:00

BIG ASS CHAIN
I'M STILL GANGSTER!

"speechless. . ."

Fastest Drummer In The World!

2009-06-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

2009-06-13T18:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ADRIEL!!!

Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 1

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 5

Grand Total: 26

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]'
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

So in conclusion: I'm average ;)

I Tag:
Aaron
Ainsley
Ashley
Amanda
Daphne
Farah
Germaine
Naveena
Rachael
Samantha

WOO-HOOO!!!!!!!

2009-06-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

Gig was AWESOME. But not as AWESOME as After PMR Party though.
Haha. Aaron, you didnt head bang with us!! AAAHHHH!!
Not counted la, dude.
Yes yes, my neck hurts a lot right now..

Anyways, Videos are at Aaron's blog.
And, if you wanna check out other bands, go to:
www.fight-for-a-reason.blogspot.com
Panic note was awesome too!

That's all for now..
Neck is seriously aching =. .=

Currently listening to:
Song 2

My Sun.

2009-06-02T22:04:00.001+08:00

Breeze skipping over water,
Water reflecting lights strung over the bridge,
Lights shining in your eyes.

The fresh, bold feeling of something new,
As winter melts into liquid spring,
And summer takes shape and ripens alongside love.

The petals from the flowering trees, snow for the summer,
Floating down around us as we kiss,
Once, twice, then forever.

You aren’t just my sunshine.

You're my sun.

holidays are boring

2009-06-01T19:17:00.005+08:00

Hate takes alot of Love

I kneel on the floor,
Tears falling from my eyes.
I have learnt to hate you,
Along with all your lies.

Then why do I still love you?
Why am i still here?
When you have broken me,
and still not shed a tear.

People say it’s plain to see,
People say its clear.
That if i just run away,
You would just disapear.

But nothing was ever simple,
There’s nothing clear to see.
I could never run away,
From what was once so dear to me.

I love you but i hate you,
Without you i’d be dead.
But you’ll be the death of me,
With all the things you’ve said.

I know this won’t make any sense,
You might misunderstand.
Please just never leave me,
I hope you’ll understand.

my emoness is back.

Gospel.

2009-05-22T13:57:00.001+08:00

He's better lar..
dang!

LMAO

2009-05-21T19:27:00.001+08:00

Gayness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G

2009-05-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

No. He didn't drop his stick.

Mr. Brightside

2009-05-15T19:33:00.001+08:00

can i syiok sendiri like the drummer does at 2.51min onwards?

another boring week...

Tagged

2009-05-09T16:28:00.002+08:00

by Ainsley aka PIG

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog. Write the names of 21 friends you can think of in your head. And then answer the questions , Say you're guessing if you don't know , but at least guess on all of them.After doing this , tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1. Aaron Sheah
2. Adriel Chan
3. Ashley Chin
4. Bernardine Chiew
5. Chan Yew Jia
6. Evan Liew
7. Eunice Lim
8. Falonnie
9. Farah Ruhiah
10. Germaine Leong
11. Joey Khong
12. Lee Bing Juin
13. Matilda Tan
14. Natalie Ng
15. Ng Cheo Well
16. Nicholas Chan
17. Petrina Chua
18. Rachael Looi
19. Siti Munawarah
20. Tania Ng
21. Yap Qun Yao

1. How do you meet 7?
Through Matilda. Church?

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
My maths would suck.

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Woah! Could have happened. Hahaha!! Whoops!

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
Nope. She wont cry one lah..

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
They don't even know each other.

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
I'll leave that answer to the girls =. .=

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
I have no idea.

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
Last Wednesday.

9. What language does 8 speak？
English.

10. Who is 13 going out with?
Hahaha! You wouldn't wanna know. Hahaha!!

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
I don't wanna think about it. She's too high class. Hahaha!

12. Where does 18 live?
Taman Tun.

13. What is the best thing about 4?
When she's not mad at you. If only you've seen how angry she can be.

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
My problems.

15. What is the best thing about 20?
She can be really retarted sometimes? Haha!

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
No. But i nearly did. Accidentally lar!

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
Teasing him during form2 when he had a lala girlfriend.

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
When she wants to go out with me.

19. How is 7 different from 6?
A lot of difference wei. A LOT.

20. Is 2 pretty?
Ask the girls..

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
". . ."

22. How did you meet 3?
Through Qun Yao. Tuition.

23. Is 5 your best friend?
Just close friends.

24. Do you hate 12?
No.

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
I see her at least once a week =. .=

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
Last Thursday.

27. Have you been to 5's house?
Yes.

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
Tomorrow. On Sunday. At Church.

29. Are you close to 11?
Depends.

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
No. I dont think she wnats too. Haha.

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
No.

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Maybe.

33. When have you lied to 3?
No.

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
Yes.

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
We rock at owe-ning the class.

43. Has 21 met your parents?
Yes.

44. How did you meet 11?
Children Camp 2005.

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
Nope. Never even shake hands with her before.

46. Do you live close to 7?
Nope.

47. What is 8's favourite food?
I have no idea. Just got to know her..

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
Estima, Peugeot and one more i dont know.

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Nope.

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
Probably buying things for her boyfriend?

Finally!! Done!!

You guys better do the tag man..

Know Your Enemy

2009-05-01T14:07:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU.

Thank You!
I really appreciate you,
Your helpful, giving ways,
And how your generous heart?
Your unselfishness displays.
I thank you for your kindness,
I will not soon forget;
You’re one of the nicest people
I have ever met.

currently listening to:
GIVES YOU HELL

Happy Birthday.

2009-04-23T18:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE.

i hope Lum Si Zheng doesn't kill me for this.
hahaha.

prove!
◆【✖r.jay✖】◆ says:
must take another one ah?
◆【✖r.jay✖】◆ says:
okay?
germainee. ❤ says:
haha. sure.
◆【✖r.jay✖】◆ says:
promise?
germainee. ❤ says:
yeaps.

She's cute.

2009-04-15T21:04:00.001+08:00

Near You

'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows,
my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind.
I could feel your smile from a distance
with the touch of your closeness profound.

The sun reached behind a fading sky,
so the moon could take its proper place.
Day to darkness, brightened by the stars,
leaving upon the blue waters
a shimmering portrait of your face.

You, with all your savoring sweetness,
tenderly pierced the walls of my soul
as you wove a new tapestry with
the golden threads of your hope and love.

Yesterday you offered me courage,
today you endowed me with your strength.
Every moment together, a gift.
Every day a celebration of life.

How lovely the music of your heart.
You are the air I breathe, sound I hear
and the spirit that gently moves me.
I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.

life sucks without you.

So What?

2009-04-08T20:09:00.002+08:00

why do most of the girls like to put songs in their blog?
it's so annoying!
everytime you visit their blog, you'll start to hear gay songs!
its killing me!!!

currently listening to:
DECOY

the day you broke my heart TWICE.

2009-04-05T19:32:00.004+08:00

well, i never said that i was right.
i know it's not your intention to hurt me.
and maybe i don't know what's going on in your life.
well, you're not telling me anything anymore.
why is it so hard to tell me things?
we promised each other that we'll tell each other everything right?
i'm pouring out my heart to you and you'll just say "don't know".
i don't get it, why is it so hard to tell me things?
yes, maybe i'm a loser with no brains
but at least i tried my best to be there for you right?
i mean, who was the one lending you a shoulder whenever you need it?
you say that i don't have a clue.
i really don't cause you;re not telling me things.
it hurts more not knowing than knowing.
sigh....

yes, maybe i'm not the only one who's hurt.
you know that i'm hurt but do you act like you care?
i'm not trying to make you look bad.
it's just that whenever i try to talk to you about this problem we have,
you just act like you don't care.
so i'm gonna post about it and see whether you know how i feel?
and, sorry if i'm acting like a fool.
you broke my heart twice..
i don't know what to do anymore.

i hope you're not smsing me cause the guy you like is busy.
somehow, i'll feel that i'm just being used.
well, i don't think you're that kind of person. so ya..

have you ever paused and look back?

You changed my life. Thanks for everything.

2009-04-03T13:56:00.006+08:00

a thankyou to the 3 of you.

summary of my life.
time flies when you're getting old.
just few months back, i found out who i really am
learning new things
having fun
forming a band [Holes.in.Shoes]

meeting new friends
gain new friends and became close with a really old friend of mine.
would you be suprise that i gave away my first kiss?
i gave it away when i was 16years old.
haha. i'm 16 this year.

i admit that there's been some up and downs in my life.
a few months back, it was like paradise.
now my life' just plain and black.
it's like closing your eyes and never opening them again.

these few days i've been emo-ing like crazy.
maybe i do deserve to be treated like this.
mann.. this sucks.
i bet only 3person know how i really feel.

a message to evan.
thanks for everything.
even though it wasn't much help,
i'll appreciate it (:
i'll get your your present lar.
and your starbucks.
it's ok if i lose you.
i understand.
well, thanks.
you'll always be my student :P

this is for you aaron.
thanks. i really needed to hear those wise words of yours.
will see what happen lar..
only time will tell..
i can't do anything.
and like i said, it's my loss.
thanks though..
we still need to FIFA09 wei.

i'm sorry adriel..
the third person ain't you.
even if you know what's going on,
i can't tell you, yet.
i said yet okay..
i'll tell you someday.

and finally, the third person
it's you Germaine.
ya..
well, i know what you want me to do and honestly, i'm trying my best.
i can do it myself.
i just dunno why are you treating me like this now.
hmmm. i won't post about it here.
you said you know how i feel
but why are you doing this to me?
why?
it really hurts.
i mean, i was there for you
and this is how you repay me?
life's just unfair.
just think about it.
who was there for you?
i'll stop here.
you csn be piss if you want.
all i wish for is that YOU'LL pause and think back about what we've gone through.
if you have no point of view and you don't bother,
this post's just for shit..
think about it.

thankyou for everything.
you're the one that changed my life..

Our Love
Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony
To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me,
We then,
Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers
This place that was ours.
----------------------------------------------

this blog might be dead for some time.

You're always too busy for me.

2009-03-29T16:12:00.004+08:00

MY HEART.

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

thank you Paramore (:

your eyes attracts me.

your smiles lightens up my day.

that face, it will always stay in my mind.

well,
It's for you.

2009-03-23T19:55:00.004+08:00

And Yet I Die

I see the stars sparkling so bright,
Within the moon kissed sky.
I hear the lark so sweetly sing,
Amidst the morning dawn.
I smell the flower full in bloom,
And see their royal pomp.

And yet some place so deep within,
I'm shrouded and I'm closed.
The brilliance there I can't see,
In mists of misery.
Enshrined inside, unable thus,
To touch the warmth without.

I gaze upon this passion spent,

And yet . . . Inside I die.

well.. it's not just me who feel this way..

i have a feeling you do..

maybe you're just not telling me?

yes, it hurts..

but i'll wait till the day you tell me the truth..

whether do you or you don't..

i'm thinking a lot right now..

i need to know whether do you or you don't..

it's killing me from the inside..

you have to tell me..

maybe it doesn't hurt you,

but it really hurts not knowing the TRUTH..

2009-03-22T18:19:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging cause i'm dang bored!
wondering what are the other form 4s doing?
"amazing race"?
hmmmm...

aaron, for once, can't you don't be so childish ah?
you wanna see my phone, ask lar..
hahaha. just let me delete the messages first la =. .=
what? you also don't let me read your 016 msgs right?
tsk tsk tsk.
so disappointed at you.

a smile from me to you. (:

Can you please get lost?

2009-03-21T16:36:00.006+08:00

what a b-e-a-u-tiful day.

well, today sucks.
when can we go out and play Left 4 Dead again?
i'm dying here.
thanks to YOU, i'm addicted.

all hail Zoey.

i'm piss at you.

i will not bitch about you, jane.

Red Rose.

2009-03-20T10:10:00.004+08:00

after what happened.
i take it all back.
it is you whom i trust.
you know who you are.
you have my word.
i trust you with all my heart.
i mean it from the bottom of my heart.

2009-03-18T22:35:00.001+08:00

2 of my most important friends are ignoring me.

scream your lungs out to express how you feel.

to evan.

2009-03-16T18:50:00.003+08:00

i'm doing fine evan. i'm not dying ==
the reason i'm replying here and now is beacause i wanna say sorry.

i'm sorry i couldnt make it for the sunday thingy.
hey, at least you enjoyed yourself with jeff right?
and if i was there, i would have stoned together with aaron ==

aiya.. like i said, we'll go out during the hols. dont have to worry :)
you can bring anyone you want. including jeff ==
i'll bring along a baseball bat just in case.
you know what i mean right?

anyways, take care.
hahahahs. too bad, i dont miss you xD
cause if i did, i'll get beaten up already.

take care :)

from the author of this blog.

i'm missing someone real bad right now.

2009-03-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

dear roung-jang,

how are you lately?! someone told me someone waited at someone's house for few hours. wtf? that's why i'm posting here ;p. ignore the someone and chill alright?

anyway, do try your best to go on sunday. ;). i'm wanna see you badly, never see you since nov i think. miss you hell lots. *shyshy*

takecareeeeeeeeee...........

your lovely friend,

evanliew the red lover

Currently at CC.

2009-03-13T12:45:00.001+08:00

hahahahs. that's right. i'm at cc.
hahahahs.
i'm gonna play virtual tennis soon.
celebrating mar..
merdeka already..

atleast i don't watch youtube everyday right?
=. .=

anyways.. gtg.
gaming time.

icantletyougo.

I'm Back! (:

2009-03-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

Guess what?

Nothing!!

Tomorrow is the last day of exam!

i love thursdays :)
friday's better though.

dang sien =. .=

imissyou.

WHY?

2009-03-09T16:21:00.001+08:00

It has just been to much.
I can't give anymore.
I'm still waiting for your touch.
What did I deserve this for?
So many times I've cried.
So many times I felt liked I could die.
So many times you treated me cold.
So many times...
Why?

My Broken Heart and Your Lies.

2009-03-04T18:10:00.002+08:00

Take this gun,
Place it to my head.
End me this time,
This time i'll be dead.
Scratch your name
All over the wall.
Cursing your lies,
The lies that crawl.
Carve your name
On the bullet in silver.
Feeling the adrenaline,
The adrenaline that shivers.
Teardrops seen
As if placed on my face.
A smile below,
Below the eyes of disgrace.
Pull the trigger.
The gun shudders loud.
The impact of force,
Force that throbs somehow.
My broken heart
Couldn't take anymore.
Gasping for breath now,
Now dead on the floor.

watch!

2009-02-28T18:05:00.001+08:00

Truth and Pain

2009-02-28T17:43:00.002+08:00

You will never know true happiness
until you have truly loved,

and you you will never understand what pain really is
until you have lost it.

left out.

2009-02-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

am i not important to you anymore?

2009-02-23T19:28:00.001+08:00

Face Down.

Your Guardian Angel

BIG Misunderstanding.

2009-02-23T17:10:00.002+08:00

just put the blame on me.

see, i told you it was better if i wasnt in this world nor in anyone's life.
now look what happened?

speechless.

2009-02-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

... speechless over the edge, im just breathless...

remote control cars rocks.
thats how you bully a dog.
hahahahs.

NOW OR NEVER.

Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry for making you mad
Sorry for everything I said
Sorry for not lying to you
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry if I disappointed you
Sorry if I hurt you
Sorry for everything
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry that I liked you
Sorry that you did
Sorry for turning in to a dick
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry that I loved you
Sorry that you didn’t
Sorry that we had to fight
Sorry, I’m so sorry

Sorry for still loving you
Sorry you don’t love me
Sorry for ever loving you
Sorry, I’m so sorry

must learn from my friend wei.
poem sifu..

one word.
FUIYOO

aint telling you his name =..=
sad case.

a form 4 guy, like this form 1 girl..

but tak jadi.

aiyor.

hahahahs.

so what? ==

her lost my friend.

A Little Too Not Over You.

2009-02-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i'm on my own
How i let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And i really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Screaming My Heart Out.

2009-02-21T13:50:00.003+08:00

When I look into your eyes

When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised.
I know about your past and how it didn't last,
How you got hurt
and i bet your confused.

You deserve better, if not always and forever.
You said you didn't care, But you couldn't bare,
Isn't it such a scare.

Let me into your life and I'll show you that I care.
Like an endless dream I'll always be there.
I know your busy but please make time.
Working so much should be a crime.

You need time alone, and some time to think,
Let your feelings out but not by having a drink.
Forget about the past and look to the future,
I know your not ready, and I'm not trying to push you,
Just wanted to let you know that I'll always be with you.

*this poem just came into my mind.

hope you dont mind.*

bracelet?

2009-02-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

studying in mcD is fun. hahahs.
i love boybands.
hahahahs.
im attracted to them.

hahahahs.
what?
havent you watch channel V?
THE LIST.
hahahs.

i just found out that there's a boyband call LOLIPOP.
adriel? know what im thinking? hahahs.
duwan h.i.is la..
how bout we name in "candy cane"?
hahahahs.
joking.

sorry.. eating snikers are making me high.
goodbye emo, hello nemo!!
hahahahs.
yes adriel, i know you wanna kill me =..=

thats all..
chiaozers!

YOUR CALL.

Chains of Hope.

2009-02-19T20:06:00.001+08:00

sorry. i will try not to be emo.

Love is in the air?

2009-02-17T19:32:00.002+08:00

you are the key to my heart.

stunt.

your happiness is what i seek.

never ending.

all i need is hope and one chance.

forever.

Meaningless Efforts.

2009-02-15T18:22:00.006+08:00

you never fail to hurt me in the inside and put a smile on my face.

You don't belong to me alone. It's I who belong only to you.

am i out of your life?

Awesome Woman or Super Girl?

2009-02-10T21:46:00.004+08:00

omg! just found this in my dad's laptop. hahahahs.
funny.
Rach's bday. hahahahs

kena sabuh! HAHAHAHS!

What's the TRUTH?

2009-02-09T12:04:00.002+08:00

shouldn't have told you about how i feel.
but it's real.
sometimes, you make me really piss.
but i forgive.
can't you just stop lying to yourself
and make things clear yourself?
you say you don't
but actual fact you do.

tired of all this shit.
that's how i'll describe it.
liars are sinners.
i am. are you?
everyone's a sinner.
stop denying it.

are you tired of all this?
or you just want him?
answer me this question
then i'll leave.

once i know the truth,
i'll go.
far far away,
a place you don't know.
it will make things better
and you'll be happier.

till then..

but for now,
i want the truth.
so would you please tell me?
i'll wait.

the truth is all i want.
no more lies okay?

1240pm.

ifistillfilldofu.

chinese words.

2009-02-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

要我看著他和她 . . . . . . . 我真的辦不到.
痛. . 是自己惹的禍

you dont give a shit about me!

2009-02-07T15:50:00.002+08:00

eh.. you guys wanna know something?

H.I.S is gonna perform for SUNBURST '09

i know.. we rock! hah!

to tell you the truth,

i lied.

stupid la.. believe me for what?

if you really wanna know, go for the festival la

eh, SUNBURST manager, u better pay me.

i'm promoting your festival wei.

how much?

100million!

hahaha!

just joking..

no, im serious!

i dont even know whats sunburst 09 actually.

sorry. my bad

would i dare?

If for one more moment
I could look into your eyes
See the faith within the depths
of which there's no disguise
Or feel the warmth of happiness
each time you held me near
Felt the whisper of your breath
as you kissed away each tear
If I could for a moment
wrap up each tender word
The sweetness of each syllable
consonant and verb
Or hear the laughter in your heart
that always brought a smile
A cherished affirmation
that would hold me for awhile
If I could just rewind the clock
when love was all brand new
Like honey on a flower
kissed by the morning dew
Relive each gentle memory
that clouds my troubled mind
No greater pleasure on this earth
I could ever find
But time has dealt a bitter draft
that spun me in the wind
Took those days of happiness
left loneliness to tend
Now distant dreams forever haunt
my mind and then my soul
Leaving nothing in their wake
as heartache takes its toll
And ageless days upon me
find a shell of what I was
Trapped inside and broken...
hurt...
painful...
Loss of love

But...
If for one more moment
I could feel the love we shared
Wrap my arms around you...
Would I dare?

i love to write sad peoms.

2009-01-31T14:34:00.001+08:00

Your Lies
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off loving him
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another guy
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together

nothing is fair.

2009-01-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

kiss my sorry butt!

2009-01-30T16:58:00.000+08:00

though you try to let go.
you cant.
gone so far yet nothing happened.
i know it hurts.
its alright.
things will be better when time comes.

sometimes, you just make me so angry at you.
but when i look back, its my fault.
sorry for everything.

i will try my very best to be there for you.
argh!

now that this is happening, i really dont know what to do.
life's just full of sh*t sometimes..

sigh..
i'm really sorry..

Mr Sorry says..

2009-01-28T19:00:00.001+08:00

sorry for not being a good friend.
sorry for making your life so difficult.
sorry for stepping in your life.
sorry for telling you how i feel.
sorry for everything.

Failure.

2009-01-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for everything.

EMO is the new pink.

..to the fullest.

2009-01-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Jan26 09
the day my heart stop beating.

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so black and cute.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
But I'm sad you are not mine.

FIX YOUR FACE

2009-01-22T18:22:00.001+08:00

messed up.

2009-01-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

iduwannakeeponhanging.

not gonna update about my birthday la.

thanks for giving me your promise though.

my life is just so f-ed up sometimes.

messed up

f-ed up

unfairness

thats the only way i could describe my life now

think carefully and make the right choice.

stand up to your decision.

it doesnt matter if it hurts me.

you should know it better than anyone else.

emo level: 10

not going anywhere.

2009-01-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

wow! school is seriously darn boring wei.

sheesh! why cant be in a better school =.=

wish you were here with me.

thanks for being here for me every time i need you.

no matter whether i'm angry or sad, you still comfort me with the words i need to hear.

you are the best!

but sadly, i'll be leaving you.

i'm sorry..

i'll miss the times we have together.

i'll always cherish the memories i have with you.

i bet only adriel knows who i'm talking about. its ok if you dont

hahahahs!

not even you germaine!

bleakk!!

and no. its not who you are thinking aaron.

the same goes to you guys reading my blog.

ok. i know the face you are giving me now germaine.

i will tell you if you ask me.

shhhhh!!

2009-01-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

Bad Friend

You hate me for the things I've done

And I never dared deny

Now, all your feelings for me are gone

And I never thought I would cry

I know it was my fault

And I never dared smile

Cause you're the one with the right act

I'm afraid of losing you

I never thought that I would lose you

After everything we have gone through

Always being right by your side

Till today you told me the truth

*ring ring*

Hello? You OK?

Erm. I'm sorry but I cried because I'm gonna let you go..

Ohh..

I'm sorry.. Loveyou. Bye

*hang up*

Beat me up

Take away the pain

Do not stop

Soothe me again

Knock me down

Take away the pain

Heal my wounds

Soothe me again

I never thought I would be this sad

What about the times I've been through with you

I really don't wanna lose you

But I guess you're gone

Iloveyou..

I'm Sorry

2009-01-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

about today.. Im really sorry..

i really do trust you.. i know you're not that kind of person..

please be ok? buy you ice cream?

this song is for you. i wrote it this afternoon.

PLEASE?

This song is for you

This song is just for you to know

That i will be your boy

Forever be your boy

Sorry for being a bad friend

You always know the right things to say when i'm down

Do you know how much i need to right now?

Please don't let me go

Please don't ever go away

These words are for you

These words are just for you to know

That i will right by your side

Lending you a shoulder

I've never felt this way before

The late night calls i had with you, reminds me of you

Do you see how much i need you right now?

Please don't leave me

Please don't go away

And all i ever wanted is for you to know

Everything I'd do, i give it all

I need you right here

And i'm afraid of losing you

And now you're gone

The messages you send to me

Makes my day OK

I miss you..

sad times.

2008-12-31T18:17:00.000+08:00

standing under the rain is the best way to hide your feelings..

I dont understand..
isnt this everything you wanted?
sometimes I'm confuse..
you always say this and that but when it happen, its not the way you want it to be.
i thought you wanted that to happen?
no?
sigh..

I'm sorry if things didnt turn out your way..
but why make that decision?
i need to know more.
please tell me?

i miss you alot.

L.O.L = lack of love

18 more days

2008-12-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

18 more days and i get to make a wish.

i hope my wish will come true..

but maybe it's impossible..

unless you know what's my wish..

and IF you can make it come true.

chirstmas!

2008-12-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming!
woo-hoo!
where's my present guys?
hahahahs.

you have to tell me things k?
sigh..
i really wanna know how you really feel..
if it hurts my me, its ok.
it's all about you.

2008-12-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

I dunno what is this feeling inside me.

It feels great but at the same time, worried.

Darn..

Got everyone christmas presents~

to evan

2008-12-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

sorry about everything

Caution

2008-12-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

what im telling you are actually lies.
believe me??

tania ng loves kenneth *something something* tzu roong!! hahahaha!!!!!

she loves him ever since she saw him..

he is dam handsome! hamsap lou la he! kemuel's student!

she kissed him in front of me wei!

seriously!

arghh!! after seeing them kissed in front of me, i was so jealous!

hahahahaha

they are like together for 2 years already!

geng right?

hahaha

tania is gonna kill me for this

when you see tania, look at her right and middle finger..

the ring isfrom kenneth..

hahahaha

seriously from him..

aiya.. go check her phone la..

kenneth's contact is under "baby-kins <3"

HAHAHAHA

i guess i'll stop here..

part 2 will be about kemuel and petrina..

fissfu

smiles

2008-12-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

whenever i recieve your msges,
i will smile.

whenever i hug you,
i dont feel like letting go.

whenever i talk to you,
i miss you.

whenever you melt my heart,
i love you even more.

-.-

2008-12-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

WILD CHILD
the show seriously potong steam wei!! argh!

all about you
I know how you feel and i know what you are going through now..
it sucks doesnt it?
all i want is for you to be happy..
i know its hard cause i feel the same way..
well, im not letting you go
cheer up will you?
no matter what, i'll always be the same RJ Wong you'll always know..
PROMISE

no words can describe what im going through with you now.
feeling happy but at the same time worried (thinking nonsense)
you are the only person that can understand me most.
i dont wanna lose you..
please?
hope things will be better :)
misses you..

your laughs just put a smile on my face before i sleep <3

The only chance? How bout a second one? please?

2008-12-11T23:36:00.001+08:00

sigh.. i guess my title says it all..
why am i so f-ing stupid?
arghh!!
all i need is a second chance..
what can i do to get it?
please?
action speaks louder than words right?
i will prove it to you..
sigh!
argghhh!!!
im just so fucking stupid!
what can i do to get another chance?
just wait..
i will get the second chance..
can i??
please let me know?
i will wait but i dont wanna keep hanging like this..
sigh.. let me know..

lovefove youfu

<3

2008-12-10T00:46:00.001+08:00

You never fail to put a smile on my face :)